Today, I am going to piggyback off of my beautiful daughter, Jenifer. She posted Grumpy! today and boy, did it home!
After I put the TENS machine away, I just sat in the chair and stared into space. I didn't want to talk or think or anything. Here is the part that really upsets me...not once did I ever think to ask God to help my rotten attitude! What is my problem? Why didn't I ask God? I'll tell you why...I was having a pity party and I liked it! Now, you have to understand that after 8 weeks of not being able to communicate because of laryngitis...I am pretty short with everything and everybody. I just don't understand why this hasn't gone away...it doesn't matter that I get it EVERY year for 8-10 weeks...I just want to be able to talk, to sing, to preach to my Kidz Klub. I just want to SPEAK! Because of that...because of the circumstance...I have allowed my attitude to STINK!
God, I ask you right now, please forgive me for my rotten attitude! I am sorry that I have allowed this silly thing to affect my whole being. Please forgive me. I will accept whatever challenges you put before me. With your help, I will do so graciously! Please help me to remember to always go to You when the 'tude starts slipping. Thank you, Lord. Amen.